I have just realized that I love my best female friend. And the last time I'll ever see her is in two days.
I've realized a lot in these last few days before my voyage to Minnesota. My best friend will be distraught. Or, well, almost all my friends will. I'm all they have, and I'm leaving. Such a selfish act.
I...I don't think I can talk too much--I don't want to start crying. I've been good so far. I haven't let a single tear fall yet.
I know it seems inhuman, but I know I can't cry. If I ever start, I'll never stop. I need to stay strong, and show them all that even in this things won't change. I have to stay strong.
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