I have just realized that I love my best female friend. And the last time I'll ever see her is in two days.
I've realized a lot in these last few days before my voyage to Minnesota. My best friend will be distraught. Or, well, almost all my friends will. I'm all they have, and I'm leaving. Such a selfish act.
I...I don't think I can talk too much--I don't want to start crying. I've been good so far. I haven't let a single tear fall yet.
I know it seems inhuman, but I know I can't cry. If I ever start, I'll never stop. I need to stay strong, and show them all that even in this things won't change. I have to stay strong.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Friday, May 13, 2011
Lost in the Woods: The Light
Yesterday was my last day of school...
Graduation is on the 19th...a week from yesterday. The last time I'll see most of my friends...ever. Though, I have been expecting this, so the pain isn't so bad.
HOWEVER, I've just learned that my Minecraft Community called "Peacecraft" is shutting down on the same day. This is a much harder blow, as I will not be able to get on the server that day. I would have been able to get back on on the 20th. I can't even say goodbye to them--they were much closer friends than most I had in my area, and I would be able to keep in touch with them for a long time afterwards. It just hurts me to see them go, too.
But, the light has shone at the end of the tunnel, for there is a way that most of my close ring of friends can stay together--they are willing to give me enough money to set up a Minecraft server of my own, and, eventually, we'll have a community just as large as that of Peacecraft. I just hope things go well.
Still...the light at the end of the tunnel is coming into view. And hopefully things will change for the better. No matter what, things will change.
Graduation is on the 19th...a week from yesterday. The last time I'll see most of my friends...ever. Though, I have been expecting this, so the pain isn't so bad.
HOWEVER, I've just learned that my Minecraft Community called "Peacecraft" is shutting down on the same day. This is a much harder blow, as I will not be able to get on the server that day. I would have been able to get back on on the 20th. I can't even say goodbye to them--they were much closer friends than most I had in my area, and I would be able to keep in touch with them for a long time afterwards. It just hurts me to see them go, too.
But, the light has shone at the end of the tunnel, for there is a way that most of my close ring of friends can stay together--they are willing to give me enough money to set up a Minecraft server of my own, and, eventually, we'll have a community just as large as that of Peacecraft. I just hope things go well.
Still...the light at the end of the tunnel is coming into view. And hopefully things will change for the better. No matter what, things will change.
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